sunest of emotions

whatever is there in my heart today is spread all over the sky but
i'am unable to discover my thoughts. I'am unable to look into myself
and unable to face my desires,thoughts and aspirations. The birds of
eternity fly off as the clouds hide the sun but the sun of truth never
sets,it's rays still strike my pen to make me write its biography. It
never lives the life of a human to say adios to amigos,it lives to let
the whole world know the truth of its existence,eternity,
happiness,love and affection but do we hear it?.Every day we attend
this unknown message given to we the people of this world but we the
people of this world would rather prefer reading a pipls  magazine or
logging in to some social networking site strange isn't it.Well in
this world of happiness and sadness someone is listening to your
heart.The philosophy of life is embedded in the hearts of millions of
people  all around the world but everyone does not express it.As it
grows darker the sun sets to expand all over the sky and fills it with
emotions.Spend a sunset with the sky and you would understand what
your heart wants to tell you

overcome

Picking up the bag from the distant window of my room I feel strange, for what I have been doing these days, am I doing justice to myself it’s funny when we mix self righteousness with being selfish. Life seldom gives you the opportunity to leave everything behind and start over again, disaster happens when we try to start afresh standing at the same point at the same place. Sometimes I feel like faking my emotions to add some grief on me but it’s difficult realizing that we have to sport a laugh to make others around us feel that we are okay so what’s the problem trying to do the same with grief. Every time I pick up my bag to rush for college I have this little desire to go to her and get her back in my life thinking that it would make everything nice and easy but the world is not a perfect circle is it ? Some things just don’t come back even if we wait for the right moment. So how should we overcome our loss?

Question is what we have lost the person or the connection

Well I have lost and found both but as it turns out I just don’t know how to attach both. Its difficult feeling happy for the person when she is happy but with someone else. Sympathy is a drug needed to keep your dying heart alive but it is addictive because once we are addicted to it we seek for it by all means ,trying to stay awake by forcing insomnia on myself is not hard but thinking that I may get those sweet good morning wishes back I stay awake.

desires

Once I hade a pain in my heart, a thought from deep within it asking me a mysterious question about life . it asked me in a mute silence “do you love me?” and if you do then why are you stabbing all my desires ?. well what could I have said when I was really killing my heartly desires which came from the core of my heart. And why i, everybody doest that in order to live in this society. When your heart wants you to float amidst clouds of happiness peace , love and prosperity you be cruel to it and just to live in a meaningless society life kill its divine desires . the brain is always a workshop for the devil and the perfect example for this are human beings who do not care for their heartly desires . we fear to tell the truth we fear to admit our sin, we fear to recall our distant memories but still we say we are fearless. This shows that humans are the most emotionless and mean animals on this planet which they give the name of ambition, civilization, imperialism and of course perfection which is the common mask for our dead soul. Ambition is venom which humans spit on each other to climb on each other have we ever paused to think that are we still in humane condition or have we altered its definition to suit our needs.

Turns out we have been twisting and turning our ways to get to the top but we forgot one thing i.e. when u get to the top u never get a plane surface to stand on u tilt which means we finally kneel wwhen we get to the top .